I am clumsy. Emotionally and mentally. Both in the bump into things and fall down stairs sense and in the awkward, frightened sense. I know when people are is distress and I avoid them. I'm scared of people who are angry or sad. I can't deal with their emotions. And when I'm mad or sad or whatever, I ignore it too...put on a happy face, don't let them see that you are upset. And then it all builds up and blah! It explodes like an emotional explodey thing (yes, I know I'm rambling). I'm basically completely useless as a friend. Unless you want to be lent leaky pens. I can do leaky pens.